突然想到这几年
自己追求的东西，人，和事情
through these years, i play games
i studied, worked, fell in love and been broken up
i talked, i cried, i laughed, i've been in anger and i've been in sad...
all those kind of things, all flash together, like a film of my early life...
and now, i'm writing this thing, ya, i suspect i could only call this a thing...
not too formal like essay, not a journal, nor tips or diaries
none of the type of format could discribe this thing...
it's just a thing...
i thought, it was only a mixture of life bitter and grains...